In the beginning, I wasn't exactly the normal little boy. While everyone else was busy playing with their GI Joes and playing war games, I was content to play in a sandbox and build tree forts. Innocuous enough differences where it really didn't attract much attention. But as I got older, I started liking some clothes over others, specifically liked the most girlish clothing boys were allowed to wear. All of my crushes were on girls with long hair and who still wore girlish clothing (instead of jeans and the like). As I got into my teen years I found that I really loved a lot of pastels and was smart enough to now know that this wasn't typical for a guy so started keeping things private. I got away with buying a lot of crystal, but never dared risk getting things such as carousel pony statues. I spent many hours at the stores pretending to be looking at the items around them though.


It wouldn't be until adulthood when I finally was reminded of all of these through a random event. I had grown to love pretending to be a puppy and had a friend who said he'd have me as a puppy for a weekend, but he preferred I be dressed like a girl (mainly hetero). It was too good an opportunity so I began looking into getting a dress. Then I had re-discovered the interest laying dormant in me as I realized I could buy Disney princess dresses and the like that would fit. Quickly, I became familiar with things such as communion dresses, Quinceanera dresses, etc, and I took full advantage of my lithe waist and quickly began buying up all the dresses I could that were meant for 14 and 16 year old girls which were still overly-young looking.


After having a few friends see me dressed up like a little girl and complimenting me on how well I looked dressed up as one, the interest fully cemented in me and I knew being a little girl was the best for me! I had the convenience of working from home and so was able to wear nothing but girls clothing almost every hour of the day I spent at home. I transformed one of the bedrooms into a little girls room complete with satin in a My Little Pony theme. Princess art decorate the walls and cute items abound. Combined with a giant stuffed animal, the sensation of being transformed is almost entirely convincing. It's heaven! And that is where I try to be as much as possible :D