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Username littlegirl_inside About Me
My Interests Contact Info No contact information to display. | Sissy Daryl  Recent Blog Entries Entry Title: The 24/7 bug Entry Category: Default Category Published On: 11~30~2008 12:07 PM I have never felt comfortable as an adult, infact even at the age of 37 I do not consider myself an adult. I have very little confidence in adult activities, from driving, work, even socializing. If I'm honest I could've quite happily stayed at primary school. There are a few adult activities I like, but they are very limited (and I am not talking about sex). Basically as a 'man' and an 'adult' I am a little bit like a fish out of water. Whilst I can articulate as a grown up I am very much like a nine year old. I need to be looked after, cared for and loved, not as a guy, but as the little girl I really am. I would imagine many sissies feel the same as me. Little girls trapped in adult bodies, wanting to burst free and live in pink frilly paradise. I sometimes still can't quite believe it that I am a sissy. Not in the OMG why me kind of way, but more in OMG how lucky am I kind of way. I now have to keep trying to engineer a way to live how I want to live. I know living 24/7 won't be possible and as my dear Mummy Sophie once said, to live that way would isolate me from friends and family, I do know I have to find a way to be a little girl as much as possible.
Entry Title: The road ahead Entry Category: Default Category Published On: 08~16~2008 10:29 AM Oh my, I haven't added an entry in ages! Well it has been a very up and down period since my last post, but the over riding issue at the moment is my need to dress more often and for longer periods. Being a little girl is such an overwhelming experience and I am finding I want to be a little girl almost all of the time. I am only truly happy as a little girl, as I am sure is the same for most sissies. In the last couple of years I have taken big steps towards living the lifestyle most suited to who I am and I am almost ready to take the next big steps. And these big steps are getting out into the sissy community, going to sissy partys, meeting other sissies and being with people who understand what it is to be a sissy. For me being a sissy is so much more then simply wearing frillies, it goes much much deeper and because of that I have always struggled. From realizing that I was a sissy, I began a path of discovery, learning what made me happy and why. Coming to terms with that I could never be a 'man' was tough but at the same time very liberating, it was then a case of adjusting to reality and that too was tough, still is. But when I am dressed, it all fits into place, the way the skirt of my dress hangs, the way the panties feel, not sexually exciting, but feminizing my tiny bits. The way the ringlets on my wig tickle my shoulder and cheek, the way my socks and shoes feel. How natural it is to wear and use nappies, how natural it is to play with dollies, how natural it is to be a little girl. And along my path of discovery, I have begun to understand how my sissiness has effected me in the real world. I understand why I have always been so timid inside, I understand why I rarely let people get too close and it makes sence why I don't like sex, or rather why sex for me feels un-natural. It is comforting to know that I have a tiny thingy, that my 'manhood' is just a shriveled, little pee pee. It defines who I am and I love that is small, I only wish it was smaller lol. Those futile grasps at masculinity, the mask I wear are just constant reminders of the pansy I have become. My need to be a little girl, that strong burning flame in my soul, drives me on and I know as each day follows the last I will become more and more sissy.
Entry Tags: This blog has no tags. Entry Title: Ruthie Entry Category: Uncategorized Published On: 02~03~2008 05:04 PM I have a new dolly called Ruthie and she is sooooo cute!! Entry Tags: This blog has no tags. Entry Title: Happy 2008 Entry Category: Uncategorized Published On: 01~01~2008 03:09 PM  Well there goes 2007, I'm sure we will all look back on it for many, many different reasons. For me it was a mixed year, a lot of soul searching and making new friends. But it was a year of getting myself out there in the wide world of sissy!! Now that 2008 is here, I hope it can be a platform to a better life, not just for me, but everyone. For me however 2008 has to be the year I get my life on track and if I'm honest it will be a different track. To be able to spend more time as the little girl I am inside, to explore my sissiness even more and to be a happy, contented sissy boy.  To all of you out there, best wishes, health and happiness x x x Entry Tags: This blog has no tags. Entry Title: Another corner? Entry Category: Uncategorized Published On: 10~20~2007 03:36 PM  Oh wow it has been a while since I last posted on here - sorry. I had the chance to go away with some of my good friends this weekend and have a guys weekend, but the desire to dress was just too strong, so instead I have spent all day dressed and it has been heaven. Nothing feels more natural to me than being dressed as a little girl in a thick, wet, stinky nappy. I really am becoming more of a sissy. And I love it! Sure I had some moments when I thought I wished I had gone, but they were very, very few. Most of the time as I twirled around in all my frillies I felt more alive than I have done in a while. I think also this is another corner turned. Dressing is becoming more and more important whilst my male life less and less. Goody!! Thats how it should be!! Hoorah for being a sissy!! Entry Tags: This blog has no tags. Entry Title: My life Entry Category: Uncategorized Published On: 08~21~2007 05:08 PM  Sorry for not posting here for a while *slap bum*. It's been an interesting gap between posts, I have made some new friends both sissy and girl. I have been dressed in front of a wonderful lady (Miss Helga) and I was planning a sissy party. The sissy party does not look like it will happen which is a shame. It has always been my dream to have one and I'm sure I will one day in the future. It's funny really because since my time with Miss Helga my desire to dress in front of someone has become less important, I feel contented dressing on my own. I'm not sure why, maybe it's repressed fear, maybe I need more time or maybe for me being a sissy in private is enough for me. Only time will tell............. Entry Tags: This blog has no tags. Entry Title: The pledge Entry Category: Uncategorized Published On: 07~17~2007 09:34 AM Being a sissy is the best experince in the world for me, no other experince gives me more enjoyment, more comfort nor brings me closer to who I really am. I have the real pleasure to speak to some of the wonderful sissies that grace this website and that has enhanced what being a sissy means to me. I came up with a sissy pledge and to my utter thrill it has now been included on this site. What is more thrilling is so many sissies have already signed it. When I first saw it and the responce I have to admit I almost cried. To be able to bring something to this site and have others embrace it is leaves me breathless. Thankyou everyone. Entry Tags: This blog has no tags. Entry Title: Better Entry Category: Uncategorized Published On: 07~07~2007 07:43 PM I'm better. As both sissy and guy. Yep I'm better. I am all dressed up in masses of petticoats, one of my pink party dresses and faithful ringlet wig and it feels like I'm in heaven. I am feeling so sissy and I am lucky I can express it. I dont want to change back into my male clothes so I am hanging on till the last second. Oh yes got a wet nappy too - bliss Entry Tags: This blog has no tags. Entry Title: Forever a sissy Entry Category: Uncategorized Published On: 07~01~2007 10:15 AM I'm struggling. The whole being a sissy thing is hard for me. I can't cope with this being a guy one minute then being a little girl the next. I know so many of you can interact quite happily between the two but I'm finding it hard. I am begining to feel I need to be one or the other and as I know I cannot, will not, ever not want to be a little girl then I feel I have to give up pretending to be a man. Maybe it's just a silly phase but I have felt this way for a while. I have had these moments too of not feeling sissy and I hate them to be honest. I want to feel utterly sissy all the time, I want to feel girlie every second of everyday, I don't want to be a 'man', I'm no good as a 'man'. Whats the betting I change again tomorrow - I am a contradication!! Entry Tags: This blog has no tags. Entry Title: Crinkly bottom Entry Category: Uncategorized Published On: 06~20~2007 04:22 PM Just a qucik blog today. I have on a wet nappy and have been in my pink party dress again today. Yah for being a sissy!! Entry Tags: This blog has no tags. Forum Info Join Date: 01~10~2007 User Reputation: Total Posts: 499 (0.72 Posts Per Day) Quick Comments 10~13~2008 09:28 AM Hi again... Sissy Daryl Just leaving a little comment.. to say LOVE YOU... and hope everything is going ok XXX
Mummy Sophie xxx 09~19~2008 04:36 PM Thank you so much for your blush-inducingly sweet comment. **Hug** I'm very happy to be so welcome here, and glad to be able to help any way that I can. What a pretty page you have here. :D I wish I could think of more things to write in my blog, but inspiration always fails me at the crucial moment ... @]----- 09~03~2008 12:56 PM I really luv your wall paper . would you mind if I used some dear ?? Big hugs and Kisses . 05~30~2008 04:34 AM Dear Sissy Daryl Thank you so much for your lovely comments about me. You are as sweet as Ruthie.. And she's very sweet I love your background, very pretty and girly. Chat soon Love Mummy Sophie xxx 02~04~2008 10:26 PM Quote:
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 12~17~2007 11:24 PM havnt talked to you in forever and just wanted to say hello 12~01~2007 07:14 AM It was so nice talking to you last night. Maybe we will have a girls night out someday.   | My Network (Displaying 8 of 18 in my Network) Social Actions |
