The ideal day starts by a long bath, with lots of foam and after a rough toweling, sprinkling my whole body with heavy, flowery perfume. First I put on my white sparkly stockings and attach them to my white girdle. All the while I try to avoid the long standing mirror at the end of my very pink bed. Then I put on my three thick diapers, and put on huge crinkly plastic pants, and then some very sissy, very small panties. I waddle to the closet, pick out my white bra, and stuff it with pads as much as it can take. Then my petticoats, a white silk top and a very pink dress. Then I put on my bonnet, and open my eyes in the mirror. I usually grow rock hard then, and my sissy peeny strains against the diaper when I apply my heavy make up. Then I waddle to my nursery, put on the computer and watch my favourite clips with big tit queens. The drool drips from my lips when I suck on my big pacifier, and all that tit flesh I see on the screen. When I can't take it no more, I lie on my stomach, with my head to the screen and rub my diaper on the carpet. The pressure of the thick soft diapers on my clitty feels soooo good, my head is filled with giant tits, diapers, dresses, baby things. I smell the perfume. I wish for a nanny with enormous boobs who would care for me and breastfeed me. I explode.  Then I take a short nap, change my diaper and do my chores wearing a rubber apron. After my afternoon nap, I repeat this scenario.