Ok, here's my second blog... I decided to write a bit more about my desires, some of which I have experienced, and others I have yet to realize.

Since this site is dedicated to sissies and baby/infantilism and such, I'll start there.

I would love to experience being somebody's little baby girl. Being dressed up in little girl dresses, diapers, ribbons and bows, it must be the most wonderful feeling. To be treated like a baby-girl, help in mommie's lap, petted, fed froma baby bottle, and changed when needed, mmm, it would be so great. I haven't ever felt these things, and I dream about them all the time.

I also would love to play the french maid, as I know I've mentioned. The french maid outfit (especially one with a VERY short skirt) is probably my strongest dream. To dress up, and then actually be the sexy french maid and serving at a party or large gathering. Having people touching me as I walk about serving drinks, pinching my bottom, and eventually, having everyone use me... well, it would be my idea of heaven.

I also love bridal gowns and all the accessories. I would so love to be a bride, to walk down the aisle in my beautiful white gown, all eyes upon me. To have my love lift the veil and kiss me when that special time comes, then be carried off to my honeymoon...

I also dream of being a slave girl. Having my mistress (or maybe master, I'm not totally against it) tying me up, spanking me, whipping me, abusing me. Letting others play with me too.

But I couldn't libe as a slave 24/7. I love the gentle thngs too much to give them up permanently. The soft touches, the kisses that are just a bare touching of lips, so light and soft that its almost as if you didn't touch at all. Yhe loving care of mommy as she bathes, dreses (and then eventually) undresses me again... I could never live without that tenderness too.

I think, if I had to choose one and only of these alternatives, I'd go for the gentle and tender. I'd miss the domination and slavery, but not as much as the tender age play. But the best would be both, in due measure.

I know that the one thing I desire most, is simply to give others pleasure. To make someone feel wonderful as much as possible. To serve my mistress or mommy in the best ways I can. I just love to make other people orgasm, to see their ecstacy, and to know that I gave it to them.

is there anyone else out there as lonely as me? Can't I make you happy, please?

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