WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

i been dieting alot becase my dr says i have too. i ganed 0.5 pounds and she took mes off estrogen for 4 weeks. i lost my sanitys. i was cring alots. and my sl mistress dumping mes didnty helps one bits. daddys says i was a emotianal wreck. you see im a hertmprodites and i need estrogen to keep my levels normal. i dont make enough of etehr hormone to saty, lats say sane. if yer levels are ever at of wack the you know what i means. fpor thos thats dont lets just says lotas mood swings. i lost 2 poud too weeks agoa and when i whed todays i had lost 5 pounds. so this month i have lost 7 pounds total. tis year my waste has shrunk a lot too. i useds to only be able to buys plastinc pantys in the 5XL sixe, i am now wheryg 4XL. i am very prowd of myself cause this is very hard for mes to do.

i am going to be looking to see if i can get a new doctor. when i wen in 2 week ago and sall the nurse practioner, she looked at my charts. she said with my medical bloodwork history my curnt doctor is playing a danous game with my hormones. i had to see her becase i had a 2 weel migrang bease 4 week before my dr stoped my estrogen. the nusre practioner said i need the estogen to keep mys levless stable. so after writing this blog im going to down load a list of PCP's "Primary Care Physions" that i can see. going to pick one and get a second opions and posible switch PCP's.

Well in sl u got dumped by my misstress. i was cring a whole lots haped when i was off my estrogen. somone i thaught wanted to be a girlfrind took advantage of my broken heart. i want emotion in my relationship. i alos waned to just be with her like shoping,dancing, going to have fun. all she wanted was sex and to hang with her frinds without mes. it was hard for mes to do but i cut strings with her. daddys told mes to fallow my heart. my heart led mes to the girl im with now and love. she was another sub of my misstress. and i slowy developed feeling for her but was afrade to act on them. if it wasnt for daddys, i probly still be alone. daddys told mes to be honst with her and im glad i did..

i miss my paci. it broke 2 weeks ago. daddys say hes gona order mes new one soon as mes cans though :)

Sweet Babys Alwice
*suckle mes fumb*