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(Cool)
Published On: 09/17/2009 04:12 PM
I did my laundry yesterday. Almost all of it. And I am confidant in saying no one saw any of my feminine underthings spinning in the drier. No blonde in heels came up to me and said, "So, does this little sissyfag like to wear panties?" I didn't stammer and attempt to deny anything, and I wasn't then browbeaten into following the woman into her car. I certainly wasn't taken to her isolated mansion, stripped, shaved, and fitted with a chastity lock. I wasn't then dressed in a maids uniform and used as a household servant by this independently wealthy women for a period of several years, wherein I was expected to sexually service her and her house guests at cocktail parties.
You know what else didn't happen while my panties tumbled in the drier? No one slipped a micky into my soda and I didn't pass out after drinking it. I didn't wake up several days and and many cosmetic surgeries later in a basement. I wasn't astonished at my depilated body, higher cheekbones and jutting c-cup breasts. Nor was I told by a woman with an elaborate dragon tattoo winding down her body that I was the newest star attraction at an exclusive hostess club in Japan that specialized in hostesses of european descent with a little something extra. Had this happened I'm sure I would have objected, and I'm sure the woman would have produced a whip and made her point, adding that the yakuza upstairs could do far worse to me if I didn't prove to be a cooperative and accommodating hostess.
These things never seem to happen to me when I do my laundry. It's unfair. It happens to all the other fictional sissies on the internet. Oh well.
One last thing that didn't happen. I didn't wash my whites.
Wendy
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(Content)
Published On: 03/31/2009 09:28 PM
Sophie Pixie Lee recently asked me where my Sissykiss forum picture comes from. I don't recall the specific source, but I found it on
One Thread, One fetish. This is a wonderful image board I've been cruising for over a year now. The picture I use is from a now defunct threat about straightjackets. The threat usually gets resurrected every few months. I chose that particular image to be my image on the Sissykiss forums because it has a special bittersweet meaning for me.
As many of you may recall, I used to write erotic love letters, sexy stories mostly, to the woman who first brought me in touch with my sissy side. Before we broke up I had been writing a series of stories wherein my lady love had sent me to a special academy to by sissified. Sadly, we parted ways before the series was complete.
In the climax of the story, which remains unwritten, I attempt to escape from the academy and fail, betrayed by a fellow student. As per the contract of enrollment, I was to be bound in a straightjacket and taken to a special building where I was to be forcefully sissified with a combination of electroshock, hormone therapy, brainwashing, and surgery.
I was really looking forward to writing this chapter, but due to the circumstances, it looks like it may never see print. Still, the image of myself in a straightjacket and blonde wig has stuck with me. It's a position I love to think about. In time perhaps I will finish the story for myself or the enjoyment of someone else. In time I will live out another of my sissy fantasies.
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(Horny)
Published On: 03/08/2009 07:36 AM
Hey hey Darlings,
All this talk about my fetishes and kinds has been bringing a lot of old fantasies to he surface. It's bad for my ardor, and I've been getting 'ardor and 'ardor since I decided to share. Carry on I must, so I will.
When I was younger the talking doll Teddy Ruxpin used to freak me out. It was very popular in my area and many kids had them, but not only did I not have one, but I made it clear that I never wanted one. Why? My undiagnosed hypnofetishism. I was worried that if I had one, someone would switch the tapes out and use it to hypnotize and reprogram me. Now, as a sissy slut and hypnofetishist, I kind of like the idea.
I can see it now:
My girlfriend comes over for the day and she brings me a gift. It's the aforementioned talking teddy, the toy I never had. I kind of like that kind of gift, and I've given them before (you'd be surprised how many people weren't allowed to have crayons or dolls when they were younger). I'm a little embarrassed, but she insists I try it out and enjoy it. So I place the teddy on the bedside table, lay back in bed, and listed to it tell a story. The story starts out bland and childish, but soon it's hard to concentrate. I start getting sleepy as I watch the teddy's eyes open and close. Soon the voice of the animatronic storyteller has put me to sleep.
I wake up to find myself still in bed, but somehow I've gotten into a bra, panties, and stockings. My girlfriend is standing over me, smiling, and explains that as part of my sissy training I'll be listening to hypnotic tapes on my teddy from now on. I start to protest, but she presses play on the doll, and it soon has me in a trance.
From that day forward, before bed I must slip into a nightie or romper, cuddle up with my teddy, and let in put me into a trance so that I can be programmed into a better sissy while I sleep.
There goes that ardor again.
Widdle Wendy