Entry Category: Default Category Entry Mood: (Happy) Published On: 06/01/2009 09:38 PM
Hello dearies,
I've been keeping up with my shaving. I just finished giving myself a touchup in the shower, and I'm so smooth I'm practically frictionless. But now that I'm making body-baldness a regular part of my grooming regimen I'm getting preoccupied with style. Specifically style down there. For the moment I've given myself a cute little racing stripe, though it will take a few days to grow out to where it's noticeable. The short of it: I'm getting a lovely bikini zone ready for this summer. Now all I need is a lovely bikini and a beach wherein to frolic. A little sissy suntan and beach volleyball would do me a world of good.
Entry Category: Default Category Entry Mood: (Energetic) Published On: 05/28/2009 10:55 PM
I don't do cybersex. I used to. A lot. But times changed and so did I. When I came to SissyKiss two years ago I resumed cybering in the SissyKiss chat room. I just can't do it any more. Why? People don't want to cyber. As wonderful as the internet is when it comes to sex, it still requires at least two people. Two people who are engaged and committed to creating a fun sexual fantasy, typed out and lived on the screen. I can't find that here.
When I'm in the SissyKiss chat room, countless invitations to cyber come my may. In all my time here, I have had only one experience with cybering that I enjoyed. I'm not sure if it's laziness or selfishness, but most people keen to cyber don't want to type anything more complicated than "yes" and/or "no". They want to sit passively at their monitors while the other participant (i.e. me) types a detailed fantasy for their enjoyment. And heaven forbid if you care about what you are writing and it takes more than 25 seconds to send your next post. That's too long to wait, and you'll get nothing for your efforts other than well!? and the occasional are you there!? This gets to a body after a while.
Though the internet is a poor medium for creating intimacy, when you are cybering, that is exactly what you are doing. When you are asking someone to cyber, you are asking to participate in the creation a tiny intimate fantasy. And that is the key. You must participate. If both people involved don't, then it's not intimate. It's just one person masturbating for the amusement of another who will not touch them, physically or otherwise. You must be willing to give as much as you take, if not more.
Cybering on SissyKiss also falls into the same pitfall as a lot of BDSM communities; everyone wants to sub, no one wants to dom. But here; everyone wants to play baby, no one wants to play daddy. Be willing to switch. You may not be able to be baby this time, but if you can fulfill other people's fantasies, they will be more likely to help you fulfill yours. You may be better at it than you think. After all, you know what you want done to you, and that's exactly what others want done to them.
Wendy
PS
The other reason I don't cyber: I have a GGG girlfriend. I get to live my fantasies.
Entry Category: Default Category Entry Mood: (Happy) Published On: 05/24/2009 07:03 PM
Hello Dearies,
I just had the best weekend. As promised, my girlfriend and I went shopping so I could finally get some lovely new clothes. We had a wonderful time. We went to a shop in Lexington and found delightful house dress. Of course, I had to try three on before I found the one that I was just right. The woman in charge of the changing rooms was very understanding. She didn't even bat an eyelash as walked behind the curtain with the dresses. And of course, my girlfriend was with me the whole time. I'm not sure if I could have worked up the nerve to go through with it without her.
After all that, it was time to get something both fun and functional. We slipped into Victoria's Secret, and so did I. I now have enough new underwear to go pantied every day or the week if I want to, and I think I do. I must say, they are comfortable. And to think, one of the sales ladies asked me if I wanted a bag while we browsed so that I would feel more comfortable. These are are for me, honey!
But I can't go this far without going farther. After that I treaded myself to some fun, frilly lingerie. All pink and ruffly. I love it, and it goes well with the pink-and-black striped knee socks we found. Don't worry. You'll be seeing pictures soon enough.
But there was one more surprise. While looking for an apron my girlfriend talked me in to getting my first tube of lipstick. I'm glad I listened to her. I'm extra kissable now.
We got back home with many shopping bags. After modeling my new ensembles (you can imagine how fun that was), I put on my housedress and did up my new apron strings and fixed dinner for my special someone. A wonderful day and turned into a wonderful evening. But it got better. We're already making plans to get my first real bra. I got to try on one of my girlfriend's so that we'd have some idea of what size to aim for. But that's not the end of it. As we snuggled into bed for the night, under my girlfriend's gentle hand, I made cumies in my new panties.
Entry Category: Default Category Entry Mood: (Sad) Published On: 05/22/2009 08:44 PM
We are all infantilists now. We are all adults in a never-never land partly of our own making. We are the adult children of childish adults, and the world is ours.
We run into stores and see every packages, but there is no one to turn to and say "Gimme!" There is no adult in our lives to say no, you can't have that, you must wait, you shouldn't have that. We have our own money now, and now we can have everything we want as long as we ignore the need.
We cry and whine and the world gives us our way, if only to placate us. We demand our pears be cool, like the used to be, and not stern as they should be. Nothing is our fault because nothing is our responsibility. We didn't brake what we were using. It must be the person who gave it to us. They'll give us a new one. Isn't it fair? Haven't we known them for so long? Haven't we been friends? We gave each other things. We must be friends.
Our children are our dolls. They are a ubiquitous accessory. They are to be fawned over and adorned, then set in the corner when when our fancy passes. It will return. Accessories the accessory until then. It must look good on a shelf.
We are all infantilists now. Every must be fair or else it's ruining our lives. Someone else will clean it. I will have chocolate for dinner. You can have chocolate for dinner every night if you want and your a grown up. No one can tell you know. No one will tell you no. Those that do are mean. Get out.
We are all infantilists now. Sing couche, couche, couche. Take a nap. Fill the bottle. It will always be full. Milk for children, beer and steak for strong men. But mommy must cut it first. Too much and we'll choke, for we haven;t the time to chew.
Entry Category: Default Category Entry Mood: (Cheesy) Published On: 05/21/2009 07:55 PM
I was in Morrhead Kentucky visiting my girlfriend. She was in town for special job training, and I was treating myself to a mini-vacation. Across from the hotel was what most people would call an abandoned building. I called it a challenge. Just as a man must climb a mountain because it's there, my sweety and I charged up our cameras, clipped flashlights to our belts, and spent two hours exploring the shell of a building in the dead of night. What we found there was strangely appropriate.
As it turned out, the building was all that remained of another hotel that had closed down the previous year. After making our way through the laundry room full of rusted driers, the second floor landing without a bannister, and the corridor littered with broken glass, we found what remained of the lobby. In that lobby we found a nearly complete, slightly water damaged copy of Candy Land.
This had a certain impact on me. The first memory I have related to gaming is one of my parents and myself, in the basement of the old house on Brakenridge Avenue, playing Candy Land. From age four to six many of my fondest memories involve playing this game with family and friends. And there is was. The icon of my lost youth and innocent, the happiness of childhood now unfelt, abandoned on the floor of a condemned building. I shall leave the symbolism to more sophisticated minds than mine, but at that moment I was Charles Foster Kane and there was Rosebud.
My girlfriend and I spent a few moments turning over the board, riffling through the box, and counting up the pieces. It was an almost complete set. But why there? Did the staff of the hotel have a copy on hand? Had previous lodgers left it there? The other discarded toys in the area suggested the picked over remains of a lost-and-found. Had it not been for the rats, and our need to press deeper into the heart of the building, I'm sure we would have stopped to play a round or two. But I'm glad we didn't.
I'm approaching thirty now, and my taste in games has changed since I was four. Once you've had Settlers of Catan, Twilight Imperium, and Mage: The Ascension, can you ever go back to colored cards and gingerbread playing pieces? You can't. But you can bring someone there. I'll have children one day. And when they enter the world, I'll be ready to great them with a certain board game tucked under my arm. I'll never feel the same happiness I felt when I played this game as a child. But when the time comes, I'll be ready to show my own children the joy of the game.
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