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Published On: 12~16~2007 05:12 PM
Life on life's terms. Sometimes it can be a real pain in the ass, and not a good one either. :P I am trying so hard to be happy and joyful during this season, but today I received an email that my grandfather had a stroke. Almost 2 years ago, my grandmother passed away on Christmas Eve. Just when I thought that things were starting to even out in my life and I might actually be able to get a few things to allow the girly side of me to feel better, I get news like this. I am not really looking for anything, but I just can't believe that the instant things feel like they are getting "normal" I get another major hiccup in life and I don't know what to do once again. A part of me is just numb, and another part of me says that when I really do comprehend what has happened, it is going to be Niagra falls all over again. Anyway, hope that the rest of you are doing well this holiday season and haven't gotten any bad news. Take care and I will try to come back here to just have a nice happy place for the holidays. The images, stories, and words of encouragement mean the world to me right now.
Huggles,
Stephie Phoenix
***UPDATE***
Just found out while talking to my dad's wife that my grandpa isn't expected to live past the week. I am starting to feel my feelings again and just hope that I don't lose it for the holiday season. Please if possible, keep all of us in your prayers.
Published On: 12~16~2007 05:12 PM
Life on life's terms. Sometimes it can be a real pain in the ass, and not a good one either. :P I am trying so hard to be happy and joyful during this season, but today I received an email that my grandfather had a stroke. Almost 2 years ago, my grandmother passed away on Christmas Eve. Just when I thought that things were starting to even out in my life and I might actually be able to get a few things to allow the girly side of me to feel better, I get news like this. I am not really looking for anything, but I just can't believe that the instant things feel like they are getting "normal" I get another major hiccup in life and I don't know what to do once again. A part of me is just numb, and another part of me says that when I really do comprehend what has happened, it is going to be Niagra falls all over again. Anyway, hope that the rest of you are doing well this holiday season and haven't gotten any bad news. Take care and I will try to come back here to just have a nice happy place for the holidays. The images, stories, and words of encouragement mean the world to me right now.
Huggles,
Stephie Phoenix
***UPDATE***
Just found out while talking to my dad's wife that my grandpa isn't expected to live past the week. I am starting to feel my feelings again and just hope that I don't lose it for the holiday season. Please if possible, keep all of us in your prayers.
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