Oh my gosh, I am so happy to be prancing around my favorite site in the whole wide world. It's been so long since I have been back. It's such a wonderful feeling when you get that tingling in your tummy because you know you are so happy. That is the way SK makes me feel...all smiley and warm.

A new friend, Jane909, left me a comment and she mentioned she was new to the lifestyle and totally in the closet about it. I know what that feels like. But I do have to say that I love the feeling I get when I know I will be able to dress up and relax in my beautiful outfits. I love having this secret community (well, a secret that I keep for myself), and my wonderfully secret box of special clothes that I get to access just once in a while.

For the longest time I have been confident that I was a little sissy girl who loved to play dress up and make believe. But I have recently felt a strong sense that I would like to explore that small part of me that is still a very small baby. I have a special friend and I am considering asking for her help. I want to keep my sissy self to myself but I am hoping that she will be my mommy and I can be her little baby. I've explored this a bit in the past (right about the time I found SK) but it didn't work as well for me on my own. I am hoping that if I have an authority figure in my life it will be easy to let myself go and slip back into the comfort of a childhood.

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