Awooga! (Four vowels, two consonants, what's not to love?)

Hey all. Just wanted to let you know I haven't forgotten about ya. Very busy stuff over here in Marie-land and I can't always keep up with you guys. But I suppose I can spare time for some blogginess.

I've mention my crush on Sarah before and, y'know, I think I could use advice. I've been over this a few times before but now's probably a good time to talk about it ... um, again. I've mentioned her girlfriend Sam too -- sweet-as-can-be Asian chica who seems to push all the right buttons for everyone around her -- and she's super-nice and everything and therein lies the problem; I'm okay, for now. At the moment, it doesn't bother me that Sarah and Sam are together and I can let it simmer underneath the surface ... until one day I break down and get found crouched in a storage closet, kissing a dog.

(Not really. Not unless it was a really, really pretty dog. ^_^)

I'm under no illusions. I am firmly above the illusionyness. I know that I'm going to freak out at some point over Sarah and Sam being together. Probably. Maybe. There's a chance ... look at it this way; if it happens, I want to be prepared.

Seriously, how does Ben stay so cool and calm when he sees Jessie, our ultra-hottie teacher at Grace University? We see Jessie five days a week and, altogether, the time I've spent with Sarah adds up to ... (hmm) ... (carry the one) ... a little over two weeks, I think. Seriously, Ben's a master at keeping his cool. Or maybe he's learned some kind of meditation where his physical body remains in the classroom but his mind has secretly ran away to ogle the girls' locker room in a high school hundreds of miles away.

(Just kidding. Ben's not like that. ^_^)

But yeah, Ben rocks at that. He only has to see Jessie for a little over an hour on those five days though, which might help him. Um, not that I'm saying "oh, my crush is way more difficult to deal with than Ben's crush", of course! Heh heh! ... [shifty eyes]

So, yeah, any advice would be much appreciated. <3 Oh, and Mommy's Little One asked me an awesome question in the comments below ... I'll get round to answering it, I promise. I'm still thinking it over. Hee hee hee! ^_^ I'm such a tease ... in the childlike way, rather than the sexy way ...

~ Marie McCabe!

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