It seems i only write these when i'm feeling down now.  I'm not sure why i'm doing this but i need to get it out.  I'm feelin low.  I miss how things used to be and I know I can never go back to them.  Its just I never felt so happy and fulfilled as I did a few months ago and now I just don't know.  I miss the joy that was in my loved ones hearts.  And i miss the daily conversations with all my dear ones.  I miss it all and i had to put it down how i feel.  I know normally this wouldn't hit me as hard as it is but ive been going on 3 days dosage of hormones and stretching that for just over a week now so i'm really really hurting for it and thats making me more emotional than I would be.  Still emotionality aside that doesnt' change how i feel.  I miss my family bein happy and I miss the rest of it bein here.  I guess i just miss them, and i miss being truly happy

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