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Published On: 11/07/2009 03:00 AM
It's good to have my sissy space back! woo! hehehe. Anyways now that its back I wanted to put up a semi happy blog entry. I'm doin okies working towards my goal of saving enough money to have a few people move here with me. I'm sick right now though booo. Hoping its not the flu :P anyways
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(Content)Published On: 11/07/2009 03:00 AM
It's good to have my sissy space back! woo! hehehe. Anyways now that its back I wanted to put up a semi happy blog entry. I'm doin okies working towards my goal of saving enough money to have a few people move here with me. I'm sick right now though booo. Hoping its not the flu :P anyways
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Published On: 10/01/2009 09:08 PM
There are times when i feel like i just don't work in this world. like i don't fit with how the world is. i hate the daily grind. i hate money. i try to help people and don't understand why i can't just do that. I'm exausted. i'm tired of this. everything the same every day. nothing changing. nothing growing. i'm stagnating and i hate myself for it. I touch some lives and i in no way want to belittle that. but i can't truly help my loved ones in the world and i hate it. some days i just wanna go to sleep for an eternity. i'm not sure why i'm writting this. i wanted to try and make my blog a happier place. but i guess i'm just not that happy a person. those i love bring great joy to my life but i lack the resources to help them and be with them. maybe i'm broken... i don't know really. its not that i'm lazy just that the everyday work life just tears at my soul. i'm unemployed and terrified of finding "real" work. i don't want a 9-5. i dont' want an office. i want to be free. I can only pray that i find the opportunity to do so before i sink so deep that i can't do anything anymore.
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(Depressed)Published On: 10/01/2009 09:08 PM
There are times when i feel like i just don't work in this world. like i don't fit with how the world is. i hate the daily grind. i hate money. i try to help people and don't understand why i can't just do that. I'm exausted. i'm tired of this. everything the same every day. nothing changing. nothing growing. i'm stagnating and i hate myself for it. I touch some lives and i in no way want to belittle that. but i can't truly help my loved ones in the world and i hate it. some days i just wanna go to sleep for an eternity. i'm not sure why i'm writting this. i wanted to try and make my blog a happier place. but i guess i'm just not that happy a person. those i love bring great joy to my life but i lack the resources to help them and be with them. maybe i'm broken... i don't know really. its not that i'm lazy just that the everyday work life just tears at my soul. i'm unemployed and terrified of finding "real" work. i don't want a 9-5. i dont' want an office. i want to be free. I can only pray that i find the opportunity to do so before i sink so deep that i can't do anything anymore.
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Published On: 10/01/2009 01:24 AM
I'm gonna post a blog. Mostly cause all my blogs are sad so far and I don't want this to just be a rant space. I'm feeling oddly melancholy of late. But its inspired me to try and help improve and be active on the site again. I miss some people badly but I have to accept that they aren't coming back. At least not to SK. I love them and will always miss them but I have to move on and try and help make sure this stays the place that made them feel at home in the first place. So thats pretty much it for today. I'm still trying to make my business work and hopefully something can be done. I want to have the money to take care of my little ones who show me so much love.
Published On: 10/01/2009 01:24 AM
I'm gonna post a blog. Mostly cause all my blogs are sad so far and I don't want this to just be a rant space. I'm feeling oddly melancholy of late. But its inspired me to try and help improve and be active on the site again. I miss some people badly but I have to accept that they aren't coming back. At least not to SK. I love them and will always miss them but I have to move on and try and help make sure this stays the place that made them feel at home in the first place. So thats pretty much it for today. I'm still trying to make my business work and hopefully something can be done. I want to have the money to take care of my little ones who show me so much love.
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Published On: 07/02/2009 01:02 PM
I've never missed the past as much as I do at this moment. I hurt so much and I don't know what to do about it. I don't really know what else to say. Kiera is hurt and may never see again and lynnie hasn't cried this much since papa died. I really don't know what to do anymore. I hope she gets better.
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(Hurt)Published On: 07/02/2009 01:02 PM
I've never missed the past as much as I do at this moment. I hurt so much and I don't know what to do about it. I don't really know what else to say. Kiera is hurt and may never see again and lynnie hasn't cried this much since papa died. I really don't know what to do anymore. I hope she gets better.
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Published On: 06/21/2009 11:29 PM
I am making a blog entry cuz well mostly cuz my last two were sad and i dont' wanna always make sad entrys so this one isn't sad :) <3
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(Content)Published On: 06/21/2009 11:29 PM
I am making a blog entry cuz well mostly cuz my last two were sad and i dont' wanna always make sad entrys so this one isn't sad :) <3
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