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Blog Tag Cloud Popular Topics of my Blog There are not enough tags to generate a Tag Cloud. | Recent Blog Entries Entry Title: Back! Entry Category: Default Category Entry Mood:  (Content)Published On: 11/07/2009 03:00 AM It's good to have my sissy space back! woo! hehehe. Anyways now that its back I wanted to put up a semi happy blog entry. I'm doin okies working towards my goal of saving enough money to have a few people move here with me. I'm sick right now though booo. Hoping its not the flu :P anyways Entry Tags: This blog has no tags. Entry Title: Exausted Entry Category: Default Category Entry Mood:  (Depressed)Published On: 10/01/2009 09:08 PM There are times when i feel like i just don't work in this world. like i don't fit with how the world is. i hate the daily grind. i hate money. i try to help people and don't understand why i can't just do that. I'm exausted. i'm tired of this. everything the same every day. nothing changing. nothing growing. i'm stagnating and i hate myself for it. I touch some lives and i in no way want to belittle that. but i can't truly help my loved ones in the world and i hate it. some days i just wanna go to sleep for an eternity. i'm not sure why i'm writting this. i wanted to try and make my blog a happier place. but i guess i'm just not that happy a person. those i love bring great joy to my life but i lack the resources to help them and be with them. maybe i'm broken... i don't know really. its not that i'm lazy just that the everyday work life just tears at my soul. i'm unemployed and terrified of finding "real" work. i don't want a 9-5. i dont' want an office. i want to be free. I can only pray that i find the opportunity to do so before i sink so deep that i can't do anything anymore. Entry Tags: This blog has no tags. Entry Title: An entry Entry Category: Default Category Published On: 10/01/2009 01:24 AM I'm gonna post a blog. Mostly cause all my blogs are sad so far and I don't want this to just be a rant space. I'm feeling oddly melancholy of late. But its inspired me to try and help improve and be active on the site again. I miss some people badly but I have to accept that they aren't coming back. At least not to SK. I love them and will always miss them but I have to move on and try and help make sure this stays the place that made them feel at home in the first place. So thats pretty much it for today. I'm still trying to make my business work and hopefully something can be done. I want to have the money to take care of my little ones who show me so much love. Entry Tags: This blog has no tags. Entry Title: Lost Entry Category: Default Category Entry Mood:  (Hurt)Published On: 07/02/2009 01:02 PM I've never missed the past as much as I do at this moment. I hurt so much and I don't know what to do about it. I don't really know what else to say. Kiera is hurt and may never see again and lynnie hasn't cried this much since papa died. I really don't know what to do anymore. I hope she gets better. Entry Tags: This blog has no tags. Entry Title: Another blog entry Entry Category: Default Category Entry Mood: (Content)Published On: 06/21/2009 11:29 PM I am making a blog entry cuz well mostly cuz my last two were sad and i dont' wanna always make sad entrys so this one isn't sad :) <3 Entry Tags: This blog has no tags. Entry Title: Thoughts on the Past Entry Category: Default Category Entry Mood: (Sad)Published On: 03/09/2009 10:11 PM It seems i only write these when i'm feeling down now. I'm not sure why i'm doing this but i need to get it out. I'm feelin low. I miss how things used to be and I know I can never go back to them. Its just I never felt so happy and fulfilled as I did a few months ago and now I just don't know. I miss the joy that was in my loved ones hearts. And i miss the daily conversations with all my dear ones. I miss it all and i had to put it down how i feel. I know normally this wouldn't hit me as hard as it is but ive been going on 3 days dosage of hormones and stretching that for just over a week now so i'm really really hurting for it and thats making me more emotional than I would be. Still emotionality aside that doesnt' change how i feel. I miss my family bein happy and I miss the rest of it bein here. I guess i just miss them, and i miss being truly happy Entry Tags: This blog has no tags. Entry Title: Fighting, drama and all that other bad stuff Entry Category: Default Category Entry Mood: (Hurt)Published On: 12/02/2008 12:12 AM I'll keep this short cause I can't really see the screen very well. I dunno if anyone reads my page or anything but i really need to get this out. I just got back from my grandparents and am in tears over the loss of my grandfather. But i get back and find out that once again something has happened in chat and people are upset. Its starting to feel like we can't go a day without this. I mean how bad is it that i can't even leave to mourn the death of a family member without bad stuff happening while i'm gone. I'm sorry cause i don't even know what happened today but please i'm asking all of you who come in and use the chat. Stop. Stop the fighting stop the bickering stop the drama and keep SK a happy place to be. lynnie Entry Tags: This blog has no tags. Entry Title: Thank You Entry Category: Default Category Published On: 10/18/2008 05:13 PM Hiya everyone I just wanted to finally make a post to say thank you to all of you for how wonderful you've been treating lynnie. You've all helped her become less shy by being so nice and sweet to her and you've given her the chance to really become the little girl she needs to be. So thank you all very much :) Violet Entry Tags: This blog has no tags. Entry Title: Littler Entry Category: Default Category Entry Mood: (Happy)Published On: 10/12/2008 09:12 PM So jus wanted ta post bout someting i been noticin. The more i'm postin and chattin and hangin out with wonderful wittle peoples on here the more wittle i feel and act. i felt like i was wike 5 or 6 when i first got here but the more i pway and stuff the younger i feel. so now i feel wike 1 or 2 instead. jus wanted to share lynnie Entry Tags: This blog has no tags. Entry Title: First Post YAY!!!! Entry Category: Default Category Entry Mood: (Happy)Published On: 10/11/2008 11:25 AM Alright this is our first blog entry so its gonna be soirta short, or long since we dont' have anything to compare it to. Thanks to all the people who've been so super duper nice here <3 <3 <3 its so super awesome playing with you all and having fun :) So i hope to play more and become even better friends with you all. lynnie :) Entry Tags: This blog has no tags. | Recent Blog Comments 11/07/2009 08:54 AM Woot! *giggles* It's always nice here. Noooos *writes Lynnie a Get Well Soon card* :) From Entry: Back! 11/07/2009 08:51 AM Awwww *hugs close* I know how you feel, I get that way often. The feeling of nothing going right, of being unable to make the situation better. As someone who was in that position for two long years, all I can say to just keep your head up and have faith in yourself and faith that something good will come your way. Your job is alot like mine, I don't work 9-5, I can't stand those soul crushing jobs, so I became a translator and set my own (crazy) hours. *hugs* You have us Mommy... and we will help :) We're a family after all. From Entry: Exausted 06/04/2009 05:27 PM *hugs* I know it hurts being sad darling, but it always passes eventually, and who knows? You may wake up and find yourself surrounded by loved ones again ^_~ It happened to me Its the thoughts of the past that strengthens our futures I think =P I think I think too much From Entry: Thoughts on the Past 01/02/2009 01:37 PM Sorry to hear about it Lynnie... *hugs deeply for her* The chat is always that way, it used to make me want to tear my hair out, so dont worry. You do a wonderful job with the chat, and everyone there loves you and would do anything to help you. I know I would.
I love you hope you feel better From Entry: Fighting, drama and all that other bad stuff 12/02/2008 06:44 AM im sry mommy for anything i have done to you and sk i am sry for your loss and im sry for me i love you mommy and take care huggles From Entry: Fighting, drama and all that other bad stuff 12/02/2008 03:04 AM 12/02/2008 02:47 AM awww lynnie *hugs* me hopes ur okay i wish everyone culd jsut get along as well mes hopes to see u soon on yahoo love u sis From Entry: Fighting, drama and all that other bad stuff Blogroll This user has not added any blog links to his blog roll |
