I am Heather, 29/M/TSTV/ABDL/BOTTOM.

When I was little boy at the age of 5, I liked playing dress up, and a lot of times I would dress like a girl, and it in those days that corss dressing became somewhat habitual. From then on, I would dress up in private at home and sleep in pink pajama nighties and such.. Then, when I was 8, I had to start wearing diapers again when I developed a bladder control problem making it impossible not to wet the bed ever again. I didnt like it at first but, few months later, I got use to the diapers, and then started wearing them sometimes for fun when I would play dress up. Then I started sleeping in a yellow nighty. with a teddy bear and I'd suck my thumb as I slept. I did my best to keep it hidden from everyone, and succeeded ..

Whe I was a teenager around the age of 17, I was still sleeping in sissy pj's and diapers, and now that I had my own money, I started buying my own outfits, and things like pacifiers, bottles and baby powder..  I even had a girlfriend who was understanding of why I had to wear diapers at night, and after going out with her for a while, I came clean about how i liked to dress up ,  and also showed her my pacifier and one of the sissy pajama outfits I wore to sleep in.. She reacted very surpisingly to this, and  instead of being disgusted like I thought she would be, SHe told me she thought it would be fun to babysit me some time..  She thought it was cool, and every weekend or so, when her parents would leave town for their weekend excursions, she would have me come over to her house , and we would play in the nursery room , which still had a crib and changing table,& the whole room though unused for years, was still decorated for a little girl. We did that for a year or two then, she had to move away for college..

As an Adult I ventured out as a TSTV, and even bottomed for a few guys between then and now.. I met a bisexual girl when I was 21 and, stayed with her until we where married when I was 24. We had a good relationship until the divorce, up unitl the last couple of months She was the love of my life.. We had a healthy and open sex life together, she was also understanding that i had to wear diapers to bed and like dressing up..  We promised eachother we could both guiltlessly be allowed to sleep with mebers of the same sex, but never with the opposite..  She Taught me hwo to be a decent sub, and got me deeply into BDSM, and would also "baby" me sometimes..  We even had a crib and playpen,a dn a bucnh of toys to play with, and pcifiers and bottles  and such ..

We divorced when I was 27 and , since then I have just been daitng random people, guys and girls as well..

Now i sleep in a a crib at night in my bedroom all alone and have no one to look after me, or have akinky fun with me...

I am available to serve as a submissive for Dom Male Tops, and Female Domms, and am now looking for a mommy and/or a daddy to take care of me as his/her/their live in submissive..

Any takers?