Lately I've been having trouble keeping the balance in a double AB relationship. I want my bf to be happy, so I said that we dont have to trade off if he doesn't want to. I know that's truly what he wants, but he didn't say anything in response. But since it was my suggestion, I don't want to act all babyish and make him feel...pressured or something I don't know. It's realy hard because I realize now I don't want to give it up. I love being mommy but I'd also miss my daddy terribly, and all my baby things. If we were babies together, I'd still miss my daddy. It's such an important part of the whole thing, and after having it for over a year, it would be hard to let go of it. I don't know what to do....I don't want to talk to him about it though, it's awkward and I don't want to seem like I'm taking back what I said. Because I truly do just want him to be happy. *sigh* Why does being a baby have to be as complicated as being a grown-up?

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