Well this is my first BLOG so; I thought I would start by telling you more about me. I grow up in Nebraska; I started cross-dressing when I was about 8 or 9 when I browed my moms high heel. I had no sisters still living at home so I made skirts out of old tee-shirts it was fun but I was afraid of my father finding out. He was a “homophobic” (the fear a gays) so he heated everything that is not “macho” and I hated everything that was.
I don’t know about the rest of you but did you have a bully that picked on and teased you well that was my father I had no place I could go to be me. I finally gave in and did what ever he said but I was sad every day.

He died when I was 14 but I am still afraid of him I am trying to work throw it.

Ok; so I like all things cute and girly I love dresses and pink things, I hate all that so called boy stuff like sports, car, fighting, and the like. I would rather go shopping then watch football in other words “I hate boys”. But; a few online test I have taken still say I think like a boy just because I am good in math, science, and computer but I am bad at sociology and reading emotions I think that is because of my father made me afraid to talk to people and I just stood back and watched so my reasoning skill seem to be better than other people but I still fill alone to afraid to join in and have fun.

So in closing let me say I am not gay I have no desire to be with a man I want to make friends with other girl minded people. Lets just say I am a “lesbian in a mans body”.

P.S please be kind, and lets be friends.

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