first things first this is my heart pouring out for you so if you dont like it then buzz off

how i feel right now is sad and upset about life and i cant get over the feeling that i have something missing from inside of me like the part of my heart that is for love has been ripped out and then smashed into a million pieces, and well i cant take it anymore its killing me and i wish i could write more but i cant open up to a computer screen im sry but this is all i can write bc im so sad i cant see straight and im tearing up badly, for all those who take the time to read this thank you