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I didn't realise until she had left what a force Lavander was on this site ... and sorry to bring that matter up again, but it preys on me every time I log on. :( I continue to come here, but I've been listless and passive, and have felt no motivation to do anything creative but simply to add my meagre comments to ongoing threads. I will probably continue to do so, as I could never think of leaving this wonderful place with all of it's sweet and friendly people, but please forgive me, dears, if I am not a very noticable presence these days. :( The joy I once felt in my sissyness has lapsed, and I can but hope I shall eventually rediscover it. Please, though, don't hesitate to message me at any time, if you feel like talking. I am still here, and mean to stay.
Something strange, rather humbling, yet wonderful has happened of late: I have discovered that someone in my family has known about my sissiness and is in fact altogether on my side. The sad, ironic part of this is that I thought for a long time that the opposite was true, and that they were silent about it out of disapproval rather than tact. I hope I shall learn from this never to automatically assume the worst of people again. :(
I doubt this will make any great lifestyle changes now, though, as my intention is still to move out quite soon and get married, but that false sense I had of being a pariah in my family home has been lifted from me, and that is well worth the price of discovering myself in the wrong.
Just a quick note to thank SK and its members for having supported and encouraged me, especially in recent times, as I am planning for my marriage and life at home with my family becomes, sadly, tenser and colder. :( I knew it would upset them, since I've lived at home most of my life (though more by necessity than choice) and they will not be able to visit me easily in America, but I'm no less sure it's the right thing to do. My fiancee has been wonderful about everything, including my sissiness, and even if I wanted to (which I don't) I could not throw all that back in her face.
In the meantime, I'm just glad to have such wonderful and sympathetic friends as all of you, my darling sissy sisters. :) ***HUG***
Only two months ago, I could count my friends on my fingers ... whereas now I seem to be inundated in sweetness and affection.
This place is truly a magnet for lovely people, and I'm pleased to see even more of them flooding in (About five new members in the last twenty-four hours, long may it continue). With this sort of support base, Miki may become president after all ... and you would certainly have my vote, dear.
I am so happy and proud to be a member of Sissy Kiss, and a sister to you wonderful, beautiful people.

I should try to find a nice lacy apron in advance... I may even get to go out a little en femme, though that will either mean having to use my old headscarf or shaving off my beard for a bit (though it grows back fast, so I might as well do that).
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