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Blog Tag Cloud Popular Topics of my Blog There are not enough tags to generate a Tag Cloud. | Recent Blog Entries Entry Title: A void. Entry Category: Default Category Published On: 12/02/2008 11:26 AM I didn't realise until she had left what a force Lavander was on this site ... and sorry to bring that matter up again, but it preys on me every time I log on. :( I continue to come here, but I've been listless and passive, and have felt no motivation to do anything creative but simply to add my meagre comments to ongoing threads. I will probably continue to do so, as I could never think of leaving this wonderful place with all of it's sweet and friendly people, but please forgive me, dears, if I am not a very noticable presence these days. :( The joy I once felt in my sissyness has lapsed, and I can but hope I shall eventually rediscover it. Please, though, don't hesitate to message me at any time, if you feel like talking. I am still here, and mean to stay. Entry Tags: This blog has no tags. Entry Title: Unexpected blessing. Entry Category: Default Category Published On: 10/13/2008 01:33 PM Something strange, rather humbling, yet wonderful has happened of late: I have discovered that someone in my family has known about my sissiness and is in fact altogether on my side. The sad, ironic part of this is that I thought for a long time that the opposite was true, and that they were silent about it out of disapproval rather than tact. I hope I shall learn from this never to automatically assume the worst of people again. :( I doubt this will make any great lifestyle changes now, though, as my intention is still to move out quite soon and get married, but that false sense I had of being a pariah in my family home has been lifted from me, and that is well worth the price of discovering myself in the wrong. Entry Tags: This blog has no tags. Entry Title: Thanks for your help in a tense time ... Entry Category: Default Category Published On: 09/22/2008 04:02 AM Just a quick note to thank SK and its members for having supported and encouraged me, especially in recent times, as I am planning for my marriage and life at home with my family becomes, sadly, tenser and colder. :( I knew it would upset them, since I've lived at home most of my life (though more by necessity than choice) and they will not be able to visit me easily in America, but I'm no less sure it's the right thing to do. My fiancee has been wonderful about everything, including my sissiness, and even if I wanted to (which I don't) I could not throw all that back in her face. In the meantime, I'm just glad to have such wonderful and sympathetic friends as all of you, my darling sissy sisters. :) ***HUG*** Entry Tags: This blog has no tags. Entry Title: Thank you sisters... Entry Category: Uncategorized Published On: 07/19/2008 01:44 PM I can't believe how much things have picked up for me since coming here.  Only two months ago, I could count my friends on my fingers ... whereas now I seem to be inundated in sweetness and affection.  This place is truly a magnet for lovely people, and I'm pleased to see even more of them flooding in (About five new members in the last twenty-four hours, long may it continue). With this sort of support base, Miki may become president after all ... and you would certainly have my vote, dear.  And thanks to those of you who have been there for me in my darker moments, and there have been a few even in the midst of all this love and sweetness. You have taught me to accept myself, leave aside shame, relate to others, and even to be a better person, and I can't very well thank you enough.  I am so happy and proud to be a member of Sissy Kiss, and a sister to you wonderful, beautiful people.  Entry Tags: This blog has no tags. Entry Title: One week alone... Entry Category: Uncategorized Published On: 06/26/2008 02:38 PM Biggest news on the personal sissy horizon for ages: my parents and my sister (bless them) will all be away on holiday for one week in August, and I have volunteered to stay behind and keep house. I don't mind, as this will be the ideal opportunity to keep house dressed almost continually in lovely girly outfits. I should try to find a nice lacy apron in advance... I may even get to go out a little en femme, though that will either mean having to use my old headscarf or shaving off my beard for a bit (though it grows back fast, so I might as well do that).If anyone would like to give me any special femmy challenges to keep me busy during that week, now is the chance to speak your sweet little mind.  Entry Tags: This blog has no tags. Entry Title: Reflections, one month on Entry Category: Default Category Published On: 06/04/2008 01:02 PM Only been here a month? I can't remember how I got by without this place... Oh yes: I was in a state of denial for over a decade. Entry Tags: This blog has no tags. Entry Title: My thanks to you all Entry Category: Uncategorized Published On: 05/23/2008 07:07 PM Slightly turbulent times of late, my own naiveté (some would say downright tactlessness...) having landed me in some trouble, and briefly leading me to believe that no-one would want me around anymore... ...which just goes to show how naive I was, as all of my sweet sisters (bless you for it ) rallied round to support and encourage me when I was at my lowest. Thus, I find myself more addicted to this lovely place than ever before, and cheerfully so. You have inspired, enlightened, flattered, sweetened, pleasantly teased, gently corrected, and generally changed me for the better, and I am so honoured to have met you all. Though I still feel a little depressed, conscious of having let the side down (as 'twere), I am resolved not to relinquish the path to true sissiness, and am confident that there is no better place to follow it nor better travelling companions than all of you, absolute darlings as you are. Entry Tags: This blog has no tags. Entry Title: *Blushes* My first post... Entry Category: Uncategorized Published On: 05/06/2008 06:41 PM Hugs and kisses to you all, my darling sweet sissy sisters and sissy lovers alike. How wonderful to be here. Only a few days, and yet I feel so warmly welcomed, and beautifully changed in myself. Sincerely, I feel so much more loving having met, and conversed, and chatted, and exchanged stories with all of you kind people. A day here would be enough to convince anyone with half a brain of the beauty and wonder of being feminine, and how the whole could benefit from such guiding principles, rather than individualism, greed, power, competion, which both men and women, alas, now choose to waste their lives upon, as did my former self :( .So Andreea is here to stay, even if circumstances never allow her to physically act out her pretty persona just as she would like to. Still, she will take every chance she can get (and post the pictures). My love and best wishes to you all.  Entry Tags: This blog has no tags. | Recent Blog Comments 09/23/2009 02:54 PM I never knew Lavander but she must have been a nice person. People talk highly about her. Are you still feeling lost in a void after all this time or have you just forgotten to blog? This is the first time I have gone to your sissy space though, and I must say, you look much less scary than your avatar (which is a relief). I wish you the best, *hugs* -OP From Entry: A void. 05/24/2009 11:24 PM Agreed... :( Lavender is a dear, and in my own abscence, it becomes even more obvious coming back months later to an almost tumbleweed-laden site. I still poke in every now and again, with a sustained love for all that is sissy, so feel free to contact me any time! From Entry: A void. 10/17/2008 08:14 PM Congrats on your engagement sweetie. best wishes to you both. From Entry: Thanks for your help in a tense time ... 10/15/2008 04:25 AM Wow! That's really incredibly fortunate... I hope you're close to whomever it is. From Entry: Unexpected blessing. 05/28/2008 12:36 PM Hi Andreea, love your new piccie, no idea what you are referring to in your blog, (perhaps before I joined?) take heart, you will always have lots of sissy friends on here  You were one of the first to make me feel welcome here and sometimes, people with very upfront personalities can be a little misunderstood - it's the risk you take I guess. Anyway I shall be here for you too, sweetie hugs...Deedee From Entry: My thanks to you all Blogroll This user has not added any blog links to his blog roll |
Well, that's over and done with. My thanks to all of you sweeties who have shared your wonderful insights with me during this time, and helped me to clarify my own position. You have helped me to find courage and inspiration, and opened the possibility of a fulfilling life in which I am true to myself.