my heart is gone
my soul evaporates
the shell that was me is gone
nothingness remains
i loved you
i cared about you
but that wasnt enough
now i've lost my heart
i walk around empty
waiting for the end
but it never seems to come fast enough
as i rot away
waiting
never ending
until i find a gun on the ground
i put it to my head and thoughts run through my head
happiness, love, tenderness
just salt in the wound to make it worse
then i wonder
who would care?
nobody thats who
if someone like you can be as thoughtless as anyone else
it doesnt matter
i cock the gun
saying my last prayer
hoping it rings forever
i take one last breathe and say goodbye forever
BANG!