I once had a wonderful dream

[Katie Kitty]

I've always wanted to share this. It was real dream I had once, long ago. I was just an adolescent then and I didn't know anything about fetishes/interests/lifestyles like we share here at Sissy Kiss. I just knew that I really had a "thing" for diapers and thought I was all messed up, and that I had all these fantasies, all these made-up stories in my head, mostly about adult women in diapers... though I didn't even know adult diapers existed. Like I said, I thought I was complete wacko.

Anyway, some movie I saw had this semi-cute blonde woman in it... the movie was from the 60's or 70's so to me I guess her style, like her hair, her dress, etc seemed a bit dated. Now that I think about it, with a more "modern" hair style and a sexy outfit, etc, she might have been HOT. Anyway, for some reason, something about this woman in the movie made me fantasize about her wearing diapers under her dress... as if there were Huggies or Pampers large enough to fit a grown woman, and she would have any reason to wear them! Again, I had no idea adult diapers existed, or that adults could have "incontinence", or anything like that.

The one night, I had this dream... and in the dream, I actually WAS the cute blonde woman, and I actually WAS wearing diapers! It was like, I found myself inside the woman's body, and I knew I was wearing a disposable diaper under my dress. I think I even had 1 or 2 more in my purse to change into if necessary! I remember the scene being like I was walking along an upscale mall somewhere. I think I had 1 or 2 other women with me... like my friends needed to keep an eye on me because I was in diapers, or something like that. And because I didn't know about adult diapers or incontinence, it was a really magical and wonderful feeling... in short, it was like WOW... I'm a woman in DIAPERS!

And then, it happened. From the start of the dream I had been wondering intensely if I was actually going to use my diaper for its intended purpose! I was really hoping I would. And suddenly I found myself alone in the mall - if I'd had others with me, I don't know where they were. Maybe they went into a store or something. Anyway, I came to a stop in a very inconspicuous spot... close to a wall, I think, behind one of those large planter-fountain structures they have on the ground floor of large malls. I came to a stop, and kind of hunched over, or squirmed at bit where I stood, involuntarily, and a warm tingling sensation came all over me, especially in my loins. It wasn't the exact same feeling as peeing or pooping, but dreams never match reality perfectly. In any case, I was pretty sure, and really hoping, that this pleasant feeling meant that I was finally using my diaper for its intended purpose, like I had fantasized about so many times.

When the feeling passed, I HAD to know if I had really done something in my diaper. So I sneaked off to the ladies' room to check my diaper... I was still in the form of the cute blonde from the movie, of course. Soon I found myself alone in a quiet bathroom... it actually wasn't a public restroom, but the small downstairs bathroom from my grandparents' house. Dreams always seem to mix things up like that. And finally, alone in the bathroom, I got to find out if what I had wished for so badly for so long had finally come true. I checked my diaper... I think I untaped it and carefully lowered the front so I could see what was inside! I hate to be graphic... but sure enough I had made a HUGE load in my diaper!

That was the last thing I remember before the dream ended. It was that same feeling you get when it's your birthday or the holidays and that big present lands in front of you, and you open it up and find out, sure enough, it's that thing, whatever it is, you've been dying to have for so long. Yes it was just a dream I had, but it was a very vivid dream, and it was complete with a beginning, a middle, and an end, so I got closure and satisfaction that we don't always get when we dream. Basically, I got about as close as I could ever get to experiencing my fantasy of being a woman in diapers!

[Diaperskirt]

I've always wanted to share this. It was real dream I had once, long ago. I was just an adolescent then and I didn't know anything about fetishes/interests/lifestyles like we share here at Sissy Kiss. I just knew that I really had a "thing" for diapers and thought I was all messed up, and that I had all these fantasies, all these made-up stories in my head, mostly about adult women in diapers... though I didn't even know adult diapers existed. Like I said, I thought I was complete wacko.

Anyway, some movie I saw had this semi-cute blonde woman in it... the movie was from the 60's or 70's so to me I guess her style, like her hair, her dress, etc seemed a bit dated. Now that I think about it, with a more "modern" hair style and a sexy outfit, etc, she might have been HOT. Anyway, for some reason, something about this woman in the movie made me fantasize about her wearing diapers under her dress... as if there were Huggies or Pampers large enough to fit a grown woman, and she would have any reason to wear them! Again, I had no idea adult diapers existed, or that adults could have "incontinence", or anything like that.

The one night, I had this dream... and in the dream, I actually WAS the cute blonde woman, and I actually WAS wearing diapers! It was like, I found myself inside the woman's body, and I knew I was wearing a disposable diaper under my dress. I think I even had 1 or 2 more in my purse to change into if necessary! I remember the scene being like I was walking along an upscale mall somewhere. I think I had 1 or 2 other women with me... like my friends needed to keep an eye on me because I was in diapers, or something like that. And because I didn't know about adult diapers or incontinence, it was a really magical and wonderful feeling... in short, it was like WOW... I'm a woman in DIAPERS!

And then, it happened. From the start of the dream I had been wondering intensely if I was actually going to use my diaper for its intended purpose! I was really hoping I would. And suddenly I found myself alone in the mall - if I'd had others with me, I don't know where they were. Maybe they went into a store or something. Anyway, I came to a stop in a very inconspicuous spot... close to a wall, I think, behind one of those large planter-fountain structures they have on the ground floor of large malls. I came to a stop, and kind of hunched over, or squirmed at bit where I stood, involuntarily, and a warm tingling sensation came all over me, especially in my loins. It wasn't the exact same feeling as peeing or pooping, but dreams never match reality perfectly. In any case, I was pretty sure, and really hoping, that this pleasant feeling meant that I was finally using my diaper for its intended purpose, like I had fantasized about so many times.

When the feeling passed, I HAD to know if I had really done something in my diaper. So I sneaked off to the ladies' room to check my diaper... I was still in the form of the cute blonde from the movie, of course. Soon I found myself alone in a quiet bathroom... it actually wasn't a public restroom, but the small downstairs bathroom from my grandparents' house. Dreams always seem to mix things up like that. And finally, alone in the bathroom, I got to find out if what I had wished for so badly for so long had finally come true. I checked my diaper... I think I untaped it and carefully lowered the front so I could see what was inside! I hate to be graphic... but sure enough I had made a HUGE load in my diaper!

That was the last thing I remember before the dream ended. It was that same feeling you get when it's your birthday or the holidays and that big present lands in front of you, and you open it up and find out, sure enough, it's that thing, whatever it is, you've been dying to have for so long. Yes it was just a dream I had, but it was a very vivid dream, and it was complete with a beginning, a middle, and an end, so I got closure and satisfaction that we don't always get when we dream. Basically, I got about as close as I could ever get to experiencing my fantasy of being a woman in diapers!

Your dream really resonates with me Crissy. I know exactly what it's like to be in a dream that's so vivid and represents your true fantasies. It ws so nice being able to be a shcool girl in some of these dreams. I did use to fantasize about diapers a long time ago when I was young also, but it didn't resurface until recently when I discovered this site and realized how intertwined it was with my girl fantasies and self. I feel just like you in that regard.

Your dream sounded so lovely though, I can picture it myself. I totally would have loved to be your female friend in diapers. :) We could have gone shopping together in nice dresses and heels with our diapers underneath!

[Katie Kitty]

Your dream really resonates with me Crissy. I know exactly what it's like to be in a dream that's so vivid and represents your true fantasies. It ws so nice being able to be a shcool girl in some of these dreams. I did use to fantasize about diapers a long time ago when I was young also, but it didn't resurface until recently when I discovered this site and realized how intertwined it was with my girl fantasies and self. I feel just like you in that regard.

Your dream sounded so lovely though, I can picture it myself. I totally would have loved to be your female friend in diapers. :) We could have gone shopping together in nice dresses and heels with our diapers underneath!

Thank you Diaperskirt

I can definitely relate to some of your experiences as well. I've always liked diapers, but as I got a little older and became a young adult the fantasies and the desire to be a woman in diapers more or less went away for a while. I've been in the AB/DL community for years now, though mostly as a wallfly, and while I have always been a diaper lover and have experimented with adult baby themes, it wasn't until I found Sissy Kiss a couple years ago that I truly came to embrace how much my love of diapers is intertwined with my girlish/femmie feelings.

And yes, I would have loved to have you as a female friend and gone shopping in diapers with you too. Feel free to PM me anytime if you want to talk more about it, or set up a roleplay sometime.

[Diaperskirt]

I'm so happy and excited you made a RP based on your dream that I just had to post about it! Now we get to shop together in our diapers! ^_^ I'm so happy for you!