hormone therapy

[babytransbunny]

Hi freinds and sissies. Today is day three in my hormone therapy not much change. I am extaticly happy. For those thinking of hormone treatment just do it already! I know its a big step but why not you live only once. Go with no regrets. You don't want to get old and say my whole life I wanted and wondered about having real breasts. Just be sure to see a doctor for the treatment. Its the only way in my oppinion. Also the doctor will want you to fallow the harry benjiman standards of care for a ts. To all my sissies and freinds
Butterfly kisses
Amanda

[ReiChan]

Welcome to SK! =D
And also congrats and good luck with your hormone therapy. =)

[Prissie]

Seems to me hormones are a rather serious step, maybe not as much as SRS but still not a casual thing. One should undergo long counseling before messing around with hormones, and this would be even more emphatically so for SRS.

Curtsies for all those with girl feelings, whatever are your best options


Prissie

[ashie]

Yes hormones (and blockers) are a amazing, but theyre still a serious step that you should take time to consider and should NOT jump into head first. It is a huge change and impact on your body and you need to be careful with it

[Sissy Jenni]

I read Rei-chan, and Prissie, and Ashies' caution. They have good advice Still, I think you are brave and right. I will follow (with a doctor's counsel of course). ^^

[babytransbunny]

Sorry to all who read "day3". Yes you are correct its a big step not one to take lightly. In my excitement I for got to explain that the "Benjimen" standards cover psycotherapy and council. I have spent so time with psycologists and psycotherapists all told eight months. Well above the minimum set in the Benjimen standards also countless dr visits for blood work and been diognosed as ts or severe gender dysphoria. When I said "do it already" I didn't meen skip steps or take short cuts. There is only one way and that's the right way. I love all you ladies and sissies
No perceavable changes to report stable mood. All same as day3


Butterfly kisses

[Baby Butch]

Best of luck with your treatment, welcome to the site.

[jgauthier]

Good luck! Look forward to hearing how everything goes. You've done everything by the book so you should be fine.

[Sissy sarah]

From the true bottom of my true hart and soul i which you ALL the luck in you're future transformation from the caterpillar - the cocoon - and now finally its time fore the BEAUTIFUL butterfly to come to life

im SO HAPPY fore you dear as well as jealous as i still have to fight fore my rights

Fly my pretty butterfly friend spread you're wings and fly

[babytransbunny]

Hi love and kisses to all! Well day five brings no change other than begining of erectile disfuncion which is great for me! I've been working hard but also upped my fatty foods intake just a little hope to see a little extra padding in the right places soon. Someone yesterday mentioned t blocker. My doctor explained this to and I've also cheched around t block is unnessasary. T blockers are used in men when chemical castration occurs and no e related side effects are desired. Also in women producing an influx of t and a normal amount of e. But on a m-f ts we want the femenine side effects. And the strongest t blocker on the market is of course... Ladies toogether... Estrogen! So a ts on e don't need t that's our montra a ts on e don't need t. It is an unnessasarry expense when it is expense enough the pills alone for the next year will cost just under 2000 dollars. I love you all
Butterfly kisses
Amanda

[Sissy sarah]

Actually hon from what i heard from the docs AS well as my mentor its NOT a good idea to increase you're fat intake sweetie because when on sed hormones you will automaticly increse you're body fat. And taking in more does NOT help you shape your body sweetie as you're body fat will be relocated from ALL over you're body

[babytransbunny]

Today is day six. The biggest thing I notice is my mood is so much more stable not so up and down. I am truely happy for the first time in years. N a side note I set up a po box cause my brother intercepted a letter for amanda yesterday from my doctor since he knows about me in the past it raised a lot of questions. But I got it played off for now till the time is right to tell him
Love to all my sisters
Amanda

[babytransbunny]

Hi y'all I've completed week one in my HRT regimin. Life in general is really good emotionally I'm a little more sensitive. But more even keel overall. Niplles starting gain more sensitivity facial hair growth has slowed dramaticly. My bigest concern is my smoking. I'm trying to quit. I have good days and bad. But atleast I've cut way down. Next week is open and honest QandA you ask anything ill answer honestly. Can't wait to hear your questions
Love to all my sisters
Amanda

[babytransbunny]

Hi to all my sisters and sissy freinds. Its the beginning of week two. All is well. No noticable physical developments. Dosages. Dr Lee has me on premarin 1.25mg I take one twice daily. Oh over the last week I've gradually plucked my eyebrows to neet feminine arches. Just a little each day so no one notices. Now I wish my hair would hurry up and grow. Its way to short for my taste I want it mid bacck lenght. Remember its question and answer week all questions answered even private life q's so ask away
Becoming myself
Amanda

[Sissy sarah]

Hi hon looking good hon and tho`s far you're DEFENETLY on the right track NICE and slow THATS the ticket

[babytransbunny]

As day eight comes to a close I sit here reflecting on the past weeks events. From the filling of the script to today physically hair growth has slowed dramaticly. Everywhere I look everybody is cautioning about the use of estrogen I know the risks and ill roll those dice because what's my alternative? I've already tried to commit suicide once and also amputated my own penis in a fit of self directed rage! The risks of negative side effects are far less than my alt. And if by the smallest of percentages that they god forbid kill me at least I was happy for part of my life. Cause right now I am happy!

Love and butterfly kisses
Amanda

[Sissy sarah]

Hon if you refer to your body hair growth drasticly slowing down thats NORMAL dear

As fore your hair well hon as far as i know Estrogen dont have that mush to do with the speed of growing hair dear thats biological sweetie

And if you're feeling mood swings (as i think you're having now darling ) thats also PERFECTLY normal dear So DONT dispare hon you're on the right way darling but it might take alitle time before the hormones start to kick in so to say sweetie

HOWEVER if you think something is not right CONTACT you're doc ASAP

You know were i am if you need to talk hon '

Butterfly kisses

[babytransbunny]

Its day nine. Most immediatly niticable effects are complete now were in for the long haul slow gradual changes. Ill be posting pics before during and afters. And measurements also. Ill keep it short tonight. Cause its late and four am comes early
Love to all my sisters
Amanda

[babytransbunny]

OMG! Its hot here in kansas. Hi to all my sisters. Just another day in paradise-not. I'm so worn out. Been up at four am all this week and get to bed at 1w or 12. Its tough on a girl pretending to be a man. Ill be so happy when I can 100 percent be me. Right now its like I'm norman bates with a split prsonality lol no not that bad but sometimes it seems like it. I think ill go to bed early tonight
Love you all
Amanda

[Sissy sarah]

Well hon join my world fore the last 7 yers its rely hard to live in this limbo land of nether a man or a woman but still live and you're soul is like a women IT SUCKS !!!!!!!!

Sounds to me dear that you're hormones have started working sweetie and the hot COULD be hot flashes and the sleeping disorders again hormones side effect. BUT hon TRUST me on this staying up all nights is NOT a good thing regardless dear so try and try again to get to bed in a reasonable time dear

Hang in there hon i KNOW you can do it

[babytransbunny]

Hi its amanda and day eleven can it get any hotter?! Icant wait till fall. The cool air the colors. Its a wonderful time. I love it. Not much happening here in kansas working a lot. Can hardly afford my pills I'm going to have to get a third job to survive. But it'll be worth it just found out my script is suppossed to be double what it is now. five mg a day not 2.5. That's about all for now. I love you all
Amanda

[babytransbunny]

What a day at work alright here the scoop I work with a bunch of guys building houses. My god all they do is bicker argue and "slam" each other I soo wanted to tell them all to shut up cause they were getting on my nerves but I wasn't going to be the bitch just yet. Maybe I'm tired from not sleeping well or overly sensitive but what ever it is being around them today sucked. Maybe tomorrow will be better. But I dare not rile them to badly caus they know I'm a bit on the femine side but have no idea ast just how feminine ;) MLS(my little secret) and with jobs hard to find I really need this one. Hopefully some thing will come up soon and switch jobs where I can let my inner woman out more. Or maybe ill finally find the one and live happilly ever after with him. Ok reality check but a girl can dream right? Ok I've rambled enough not that it matters though. Love you all
Amanda

[babytransbunny]

Ouch my head is pounding. I've got one of my migrains but so far its tolerable work sucked I was up till one am and back up at four. I think my body is drained I'm going home to shower and ly in bed for about a month lol nothing new physacly but measurements. 5'6" 180lbs hips40" waist35" bust40" my goal is 38 29 38
Love all you ladies
Amanda

[babytransbunny]

Ok ladies and sissy freinds its been two weeks now body and facial hare growth is slowed. I only have to shave every other day now. Nipples are really getting sensitive my shirts really tickle some times. It transfers straight to my nether parts. Erections are almost completely gone and my libido is slowed. Thanks to you girls whome have supported me thus far
Love you all
Amanda

[babytransbunny]

OMG its hot I'm not doing anything and it feels like its a millionm degrees in here. Hot flash.

Ok question is it cheating if you send pics to someone and you know there using them to get off. And your boy freind is only someone on the computer. Any one? Am I bad or is it harmless flirting ?

Hope someone can solve this for me.
Love all amanda